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new shit....

my new blog is http://myorganicharddrive.blogspot.com i will no longer use this blog so PLS! read my new blog =D btw reno gimmie ur hotmail...b4 i qurantine my blog from stalkers..btw about me and wy thingy its already settled...back to normal...seems like a small misundertanding....but anyways THOSE WHO HAVE MY BLOG PLS! EDIT MY LINK

new blog

hey i opened a new blog...and only those who have my msn will know...so bye!

so dumb

this is stupid...so stupid....im gonna ahem...you know...ARGH IM GONNA BE MORE STRAIGHT FOWARD RIGHT NOW...

This happened when....you know....when i came into 3k..i met a girl...her name was WY...i find her quite nice...i find her very intresting person who thinks that I'm her "entertainer" and she loves to hang out with a group of friends that i know last year and infact NOT very close but still friends and all but i had been quite close to them ever since i met WY...one day many people says that im showing ovious symtoms that I'm in love with WY...and made me go blush till i went to the girls toilet in the mamak instead....so dumb....well one day she sms-ed me...asking weather..i love her or not...then i told her that im going to sleep...then the next fucking day she asked me again...i refused to tell but she kept purging me ... ok...since im a VERY straight foward dude...i told her THE truth... then she sms me again saying that shes ugly lah...BLAH BLAH BLAH ...wanna chop off her boobs la...blah blah blah..like the type of person I DIDNT KNOW AT ALL the next day she started avoiding me and doing SHIT...always like...trying to talk with FJ or Kiet or TC...AGRESSIVELY but when i talk to her she was kinda like...no mood to talk...and its DAMN BLOODY HARD TO FUCKING START A CONVERSATION WITH HER...usually its kinda easy but now...ARGH!..irratating...so a few days passed by...getting bored...noticed she always wanna like you know AVOID ME...and yet in the sms she said "HAHA IM NOT GONNA PRETEND ANYTHING HAPPENED xD" and she also said this qoute: you can stop the person from going near you...but can NEVER STOP the person from loving you... AND yet she fucking know this...and she was like....avoiding avoiding avoiding...zzz!..I didnt even fucking say i wanna make her my gf...i just have a crush on her...and i said it because I HAVE FUCKING BALLS TO DO IT....because im a man and i DARE TO DEFY teachers and its one little crush how bad could it be?!...

Then after all that i smsed her again...asking weather is she avoiding me or not if she wants me to FUCK OFF THEN SAY IT...BUT NOOOOO she didnt ...she said that i wasnt talking the right subject blah blah blah....then i thought she really forget about the crush thing and SOMETHING ELSE IS BOTHERING HER...i was so worried...always emo...cant sleep cant study cant even play l4d properly always get owned by boomers and all that...then when i finally found out WY really IS avoiding me...she settled with me...and both of us agree to be friends again...but things act up again one day they wrote a story of bieng pragnant and this and that about me bieng a girl and kena plastic surgery blah blah blah...i was pissed when somebody make fun about me in this storylike way and telling everybody...i got pissed i tear up the paper and went emo...and asking myself...why are u so fat....why why why....i dont even eat much...excercise 3 MONTH ONLY LOOSE 1 KG.....so i felt wanna die...they all said sorry but i still emo-ing...the next day i find out that WY is trying to avoid me again...then i wrote about what i felt when she wrote that shit on my blog...i ask her to see...and SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS TOO LAZY TO SEE...i told her im depressed right now and cant explain...and she dosnt EVEN HAD a heart to understand my feelings...and other things...and yet she said my blog was "funny" i was kinda like saying...fine...i will ignore her since she dosnt understand me this and that...then the next day...i was emoing like always tears rolling down my cheek FOR A REASON AND I DONT KNOW WHY...I DONT CRY AT ALL CAUSE IM A SADDIST BUT THIS TIME...WHY?! so i was like very tired and debra and WY was throwing erasers at me...i felt very...more like an outcast....so i told them that i was tired let me sleep i dont wanna play with u...they kept throwing and disturbing me until im so pissed i shoved and cleared all the shit from my desk including my pencilbox and all that...i swiped it ALL AWAY...and my friends say they saw WY picked up my pencil box...then when i went to take back my pencilbox...MY PEN AND ROLLER ALL MISSING....and i think she stole it...but its not fucking big deal i mean comon...i've got money...i can buy hundreds of them =.=

after that....i find out that WY was AVOIDING ME AGAIN...and earlier she mentioned she hate people who watch porn cos i told her that i USED to..then she once again used this tactic to avoid me as well...but yet i see her joining yik soon fan leon...all the sickos that are worst than me...and yet playing around like some whores...they touch each other's dick then they all try to touch her boobs this and that...i see her i felt like she was playing with my emotion...then i was kinda emo again...till victor and daniel thong told me that she and hatta nearly coupled and she tricked hatta to touch her boobs and this and that....i was even more emo...i wonder if hatta's case was the same as mine??...or shes running around like a succubus who hypnotises men just to find their perfect partner like in rosario+vampire??....i WONT LET THAT HAPPEN TO ME.. i didnt even say happy birthday to her cause im kinda emo and shit that day...and didnt celebrate cos i was weeping at my goddamn desk...and he see kietsen acompany-ing me she go and comfort him there and thinking that i care...but i seriously dont by observing her behavoir she thinks that i'm lack of attention...yeah right.....

NOT ON MY WATCH! I DONT WANNA SEE HER FACE AGAIN I WILL CUT IT OFF LIKE A SADDIST IF I HAD TO!!


but...if i do...her friends will hate me this and that...wont talk to me and this and that...well i cant just talk to guys forever...i wanna talk to some girls too...( NOT TO FLIRT)...cause i belive i MUST evaluate my social status....i just dont know what to do...WHENEVER my friend's birthday party or something she will memang GO THERE!! i dont wanna see her face...
i have no futher comments for this and..erm

hey victor if im emo i didnt ask u to bother me right? its fine if you dont care and you let me commit suside and this and that cause i dont bother either way...i didnt even asked for your company or to so called "pacify me" so u dont really have to care ok? i will be MORE SADDISTIC AS BEFORE AFTER AN EMO STORM! btw....u wanna make a funny video? COUNT ME IN! invite the other people xD

so now im gonna ENJOY MY LIFE GAMING TILL THE END AND I DONT GIVE SHIT ABOUT WY ANYMORE and WY if you're reading this ( i bet you're "too lazy" to) I dont wanna talk to you again....and I'M not your fucking "entertainer" or your so called PLAYSTATION3 ...so if u wanna play with somebody's emotion or watch them suffer from LOA...do it on fanleon or other boys...ITS NOT GONNA WORK ON ME NOW...if u even try i SWEAR im gonna feed you to the dogs...

and to WY's friends...if you're reading this...im very sorry to say...that...goodbye...i dont think i will be talking to u for a very long time...farewell...we shall meet again and...i hope u girls make it into the finals and SHOW WHAT SMK TAMAN SEA IS MADE OF!..so farewell...im going on with my own path

GET THE FUCK OUT

OK "TALLER THAN YOU" WHO THE FUCKING GAY ASS ARE YOU?! I HAVE A CRUSH ON A GIRL NOT A GAY ASS LIKE YOU DONT MAKE ME FIND YOU! AND IF I FUCKING DO....I SWEAR TO GOD IM GONNA FUCKING RIP YOUR BALLS OUT SINCE YOU'RE SO TALL! I HAD THE PERFECT FIST HIEGHT FOR YOUR FUCKING DICK SO I CAN TEAR THEM OUT AND FEED IT TO THE DOGS AND CUT YOUR FUCKING HEAD WITH A CHAINSAW AND SHOOT YOU SOMANY TIMES UNTIL YOUR MOM CANT RECONIZE YOU!!!!!!!!!!FUCK YOU UPSIDE DOWN SO HARD UNTIL YOUR INTESTINES BLURT OUT FROM YOUR FUCKING MOUTH!!! IM GONNA TAKE THAT BIG MOUTH OF YOURS AND SHOVE IT INTO YOUR FUCKING ASS!!!! JUST DONT MAKE ME FIND YOU...

ALL THIS FUCKING THING HAPPENED AFTER THE FLAMERS GET HERE (i know its not reno san) I WANT YOU TO FUCKING GET OUT OF MY BLOG...IM GONNA BAN YOU NOW...

what happened to my old self?

I'm having alot of shit nowadays....I dont even feel like talking with anyone in the rest of my class...I'm getting more restless...AND I'M ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT SHIT!! ARGH!! I CANT LET THIS CRUSH GO AWAY CANT I?! Motherfucking piece of shit!...cant even concentrate on RE5 now...always get owned on profesional mode ( 1 Hit and your health bar is gone...no use wearing armour though....) cant even pass that canibal marshlands level...so jacked up thinking about....ahem*.... I'm always randomly emo nowadays and i dont know why...its either because of my physical apearance then all the other shit...LIPOSUCTION OR MERCEDES!! ARGH!...its gonna cost me like 100K++ FOR THAT...AND I NEED 100K+ FOR MY FUTURE SPORTS CAR AND STUDIES!! This is stupid...whining on my blog...so lifeless nowadays...cant stop thinking what others think about me...(exept those dudes who were flaming my blog)...looking at those tall dudes....makes me feel kinda inferior...BECAUSE IM FUCKING SHORT!!! ... these weeks im so negative minded...dont know what should i do....play more games?...i cant even play more than like 2 hours on staurdays and sundays...fuck it!...